It is not that I want to be seen smiling.
I like the idea but there is more at stake.
Even knowing that what happens now will change, it is hard to believe it when the gnawing feeling starts to digest all pleasure and satisfaction.
Perhaps we lose weight by allowing this acidic attack.
I get better at it, the internal smile, all the time and it is another reason to push life’s length even further and further as it gets even more rewarding and entertaining.